Bored of my post???XD

Feel BOOOOORED of my blog???
you're lying if you say no!!haha!!!
no offense!!!

I just don't know how to create a nice or some creative and beautiful(??) blog..Xp
Eeeeevery day, my mind is 0(ZERO)!!!!Means nothing!!!
that's why i' m a bit of out of my mind(dreaming....)
that causes my concentration to do things is 0%...haha
when i went to college...i couldn't pay a single % of concentrate to the class
(holy *&%$)how am i suppose to study!!!
plus the ADHD i start to doubt my future...(do i have to do that??beats me..)

What a difficult world...

What a difficult world...
When you possessed something you don't really want in your hand, you will start to think about what other people have is better than what you have...
that mind concept will make you to careless about what you have in your hand, after that when you lost it you don't really think about it, but the main thing is when you lost what is in your hand and you couldn't get what you want...you will start to regret of not value about what you have in your hand...
this is what we call human nature, not human mind...
even so many years..human can't deny this nature and keep doing the same thing for generations...they only realized when they done it not when they hear it...cause when they hear, they will always think that they will never do something like that but in the end, they still do the same thing...
what a joke...>.<
people always says that they are not gonna do like this with a lot confidence but still, they can't defy the human nature in their mind...and hurt themselves and lots of people that care about them...

...

ADHD
known as Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
go view Wikipedia if you guys don't understand what is that...XD
I can't really explained what is ADHD,
i only know that this is a mental sickness that related to lack of ability to learn..
why do i say so??
i MAYBE got this shit...
cause i no matter how hard i study in Uni....
i still can't get to understand what the hell are those shit talk about...DAMN!!!
In this F***ING world...those who lack of learning ability and can't study are doomed means that they can't survive...
cause this world is too F***ING stick to reality...
no cert?? no work for you..

DAMN!!!!!!!!
how am i gonna survive??
Beg to any God are not gonna do me any good....
SHIT!!!
This world is gonna turn me into a Psycho!!!

Start Uni sem 3 in Utar (1st of march)...

DAMN UTAR!!!!
bored in the 1st day by entering 1st tutorial class,
finance class, tutor is ms.NGO
tutor that can talk for more than 1hour in class but can't understand what she talking about( in my previous sem)...==
DAMN!!!
what damn luck can i be in Utar,
why can't i get a better lecture???

2nd day in UTAR,
no class...
but still have to go utar for meeting at 2.30pm...
then meeting end when every one went home,
er...cant say a really productive meeting, cause i still don't get what is in the conclusion in the meeting, so...
just don't care about it...

holy f*** to Utar(as always)!!!
make me regret to choose this Uni...
or i can say, i have no choice but to choose utar cause my dad got high expectation on Utar...
"UTAR
My Choice"
make me wanna spit on the "my choice" word,
and change to "no choice"
sigh~
why do i have to born in such a boring where??

Bored...

What a bored day...
can't find a thing to kill the bored...damn!!!
today is the day for exam result to post on utar portal, but...
the utar result don' t look good at all, make me wanna scold ********to utaR

boreeeeed afternoon...zzz
makes me wanna sleep but when i jump onto the bed, i just can't sleep...haih..
then on FB almost whole day...but sit in front of computer is not good for my health due to radiation that inflict from the monitor .....

bored evening...
still same, nothing to do at all beside FB again...

Bored night,
FB again...
clock is ticking at 12am...
still online...XD

******** UTAR!!!!

I F***ing hate you!!! Enemy of mankind!!! UTAR!!!
F*** UTAR to hell!!
Utar System is s***, the result for Semester 2 Exam is out... only for morning, then they closed it down on afternoon...(shoot!!) that day i was at my dad's home town, Muar...friend call me and ask about my result, then i was like ...stun??
then quickly drive my dad' s jeep to find a nearby CC to online, CC sucks...just a little bit game but lucky its cheap just RM1 per hour...XD
WAIT A MINUTE!!! i din not come to CC just to play game...==...find IE to open..
Cheap CC...still use window 98...damn freaking S***...open IE cause no Mozilla ...bored with it...>.<> Utar portal!!!log in...click on exam result...but damn!!!"you are not authorized to view this page." words is popped out on the page...i keep refresh and log in and out utar portal but still....
the same...
In Facebook, some friend told me that the result should be out at 4 pm...look at my watch: 3.55pm still got 5 minute left...
1 minute later...i cant wait for another 4 minute then i play CS Lan...most of people in that CC play CS..at 1st i thought they were pro later then i realised that they just a walking shooting target...==...keep own them with just shotgun and handgun.. XD
play for 1 hour and check again...MOTHER F*****!!!
still can't see my result...
feel beh song then leave the CC.
C**** UTAR ...waste my to wait so long in CC yet still can't see the result... damn!!!
..l..( middle finger)

what's wrong with this world??

Holy shoot!!(a replacement for the word "shit")
life is getting very very bored after go to university,
during primary and secondary school...
those time is like very slow but now it seem to be too fast for me...
those time were great memories for me
nothing to worry or busy...
in university...
lots of stuff to busy, to be actual
i been busy after i graduate from my secondary school and before study at Utar,
join VAD( volunteer aid detachment),
LEO(but not very active)
those two is deadly enough to keep me busy...XP
the only time for my entertainment is in Utar...
most of them were students from different state...
i been (how to say this?? is jealous or envy) of them,
nothing to worry, stay outside (that is the best thing of study i far place cause they don't have the curfew ( don't know is this the word cause my English is suck to the max...XD) word is their dictionary)
the only thing they can do is just study and have fun...

Don' know what i' m gonna say
change topic...XD

when i was small boy,
i always wondering why we cant rotate the wheel of time and make it back to the past
if not ,its gonna be damn cool
and correct lots of mistake i done before...XD
but now,when i think a bout it...
neh, who cares back to past...cause for me,
no past, no me(present) then no future,
the past is what we left behind and to look forward for a better future for us
or to be exact, the future is build up by the past
and the present is to experience the progress...
you can only look but not haunted by your past, every thing you do in the past is for the future you to smile and look at it...XD