Learn from betrayal

I have accidentally learned about the truth for one month before this date or more than one month.
What I learn from this is betrayal.
A betrayal from friendship and other things that happened in life.
Although betrayal has made me lost my trust towards life and friends, but that does not stop me from believing. 

You can call me a crazy but not a fool. A fool will only stop learn to trust people after they found out that they have been betrayed. But a crazy people like me will continue to believe because there is still hope and chance to learn to trust people again right after the tragedy.
Betrayal happens when the other party has no choice but to take this tragic actions, and end or to take matters to another level. They could not let things stay as it used to be, that is why things must change in order to suit their favor. 

I have hurt and depressed in this betrayal of life, but I learn more than just accepting the fact that I been betrayed. At first, I really can't accept it because I hate betrayal the most than anything else in life, I hate lies that deceive people, that causes my mind tells me that I should not trust any other people; but one thing different is that My heart tells me otherwise, because with love and trust in life, it is the key to open up people's heart and heal their pain. 

This may sound easier said than done about learn to trust people again. But I strongly believe that, it can be as easy as said, because I no longer feel that way, not because I have not deep feeling, but I learn fast enough to recover from this damage and able to change my life differently. 

Also, what I learned is that I have forgotten about people that love me so much in my life, I have ignored them for quite a long time, so now will be the time for me to repay them for loving me by spend my time with them while they still with me.

One thing that I have hidden for long time is that, it is not because I really don't know, I'm just act don't know because during old times, I hate to do troublesome things. Thus, I just acted and be different that how I used to be. Maybe this can be one of my mistake, but I my self know it clearly that I know what I want and do whatever I can to see what's more interesting things in life. 

Now, I won't simply act anymore, and just live my life in more interesting ways i guess.

To success in life, we don't have to revenge on people who betrayed us, but to show them that the betrayal is just a slice of life that help them grow stronger. Just like how Kelly Clarkson sang the song of "What doesn't kill you make you stronger"
If the betrayal did not kill you and lead you a better life, it means that this have make you a stronger person.