What a difficult world...

What a difficult world...
When you possessed something you don't really want in your hand, you will start to think about what other people have is better than what you have...
that mind concept will make you to careless about what you have in your hand, after that when you lost it you don't really think about it, but the main thing is when you lost what is in your hand and you couldn't get what you want...you will start to regret of not value about what you have in your hand...
this is what we call human nature, not human mind...
even so many years..human can't deny this nature and keep doing the same thing for generations...they only realized when they done it not when they hear it...cause when they hear, they will always think that they will never do something like that but in the end, they still do the same thing...
what a joke...>.<
people always says that they are not gonna do like this with a lot confidence but still, they can't defy the human nature in their mind...and hurt themselves and lots of people that care about them...

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ADHD
known as Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
go view Wikipedia if you guys don't understand what is that...XD
I can't really explained what is ADHD,
i only know that this is a mental sickness that related to lack of ability to learn..
why do i say so??
i MAYBE got this shit...
cause i no matter how hard i study in Uni....
i still can't get to understand what the hell are those shit talk about...DAMN!!!
In this F***ING world...those who lack of learning ability and can't study are doomed means that they can't survive...
cause this world is too F***ING stick to reality...
no cert?? no work for you..

DAMN!!!!!!!!
how am i gonna survive??
Beg to any God are not gonna do me any good....
SHIT!!!
This world is gonna turn me into a Psycho!!!

Start Uni sem 3 in Utar (1st of march)...

DAMN UTAR!!!!
bored in the 1st day by entering 1st tutorial class,
finance class, tutor is ms.NGO
tutor that can talk for more than 1hour in class but can't understand what she talking about( in my previous sem)...==
DAMN!!!
what damn luck can i be in Utar,
why can't i get a better lecture???

2nd day in UTAR,
no class...
but still have to go utar for meeting at 2.30pm...
then meeting end when every one went home,
er...cant say a really productive meeting, cause i still don't get what is in the conclusion in the meeting, so...
just don't care about it...

holy f*** to Utar(as always)!!!
make me regret to choose this Uni...
or i can say, i have no choice but to choose utar cause my dad got high expectation on Utar...
"UTAR
My Choice"
make me wanna spit on the "my choice" word,
and change to "no choice"
sigh~
why do i have to born in such a boring where??